Recovering

I’m currently taking my second to last dose of antibiotics that i waited to get until it spread to multiple organs and any day away from spreading to my blood. Let me put it this way: most people that get a blood infection will never experience pain that bad ever again. We’re talking like 20/10 beyond your worst imagination long drawn out death. And it only gets worse as your organs shut down.

Needless to say, I got help before it got to that point. If this doesn’t work i’ll be in the hospital within a week to a month. My immune system is damaged from going so long without getting help for my infections. I have chronic infections, I get 6-12 infections a year, that every time I have to convince some doctor i’m sick or get the meds myself somehow like from urgent care or W/E.

This time it spread from my vagina, to my urethra, to my bladder, to my stomach, it’s spreading, and if I didn’t get help with everything preventing me from getting help i’d not be writing this today nor anything resembling occupation.

No, im not writing a horror story, this is a good story about how im recovering from this. I’m taking my second to last dose now and so open for doodle commissions. You know where to ask me 80% of the chance for a doodle if you’re reading this, otherwise email mothtasiatreasures@gmail.com for a doodle commission, name your price anything doodle. I could use some debt relief getting meds to not suffer, i don’t care if you undercharge me.

I don’t feel like going through my photos to find other examples of doodles I do. Anywho, Yesterday i touched grass and watered my garden. It was great. Can’t wait to see the lawn after landscaping this morning. They better have left my plants alone.

If you want access to where i share my exercise videos these days just ask. We’re a niche community and id recommend not joining if you don’t think people like me are entertaining. So it’ll put that behind the wall of anyone willing to ask me first. “Contact the moderator” as they say in the trade.

[Saving some space before i hit submit to complain about lawn service after touching grass]

Imagine going days without touching grass, that’s what life was like in Boca Raton and I hated how ugly that area is. Skilled landscapers are worth paying, I swear your house doesn’t have to be ugly. The place in Boca had landscapers, and I guess I got one good photography trip out of it in a year. But it wasn’t beautiful. You can buy those in a signed .PDF here: https://ko-fi.com/s/c2b418fbad

Or just ask for some of my recent photos, if you just want to save my photography to your phone. Here’s another:

I got a new headmate yesterday after seeing a ghost during the pink full moon. The ego state wasn’t the ghost I saw, she was the one who beat it up. Or at least defeated whatever my brain was coming up with for what was probably just wind. Anywho, she likes to cook. We may be recovered enough to cook again, and it’ll be marvellous to eat good food again. But that adventure is worth its own blog post, and I won’t encroach too hard on my recovery blog.

In concussion (don’t make me change the autocorrect), I’m doing better, i’ll be doing even better soon. Happy Neil Banging Out The Tunes Day and happy Passover. If you need me for anything you know where to get me, I’m a lot more capable of doing stuff for you not being as sick. Chances are if you’re a friend i’ll do it for free.